Tuesday, October 14, 2003

i hate being sick!!! today was like... coughing the whole day and my throat hurts so much and i feel liek dying!! just slept and watched tv the whole day ok... sighz... i think my throat is bleeding lor... when i cough its like... OUCH and i cant talk either!! liek... bad stuff ok... can talk lah btu it hurts!! but like i cant resist lah!! haha... oops... enoch was sweet today... came and visit me haha... thanks man u rock... and i dun even have a new book to read ok... bored like crap... but sleeping is nice i have to admit... i just took some painkiller tt totally numbed my tounge and throat haha... feels wierd to have a numb tounge heehee... tml im going out tho... i think ill die of thirst... better bring lots of water haha... but not mr sprite lah too big man... go out like super woahz haha... my shoulder will die!! haha... but ill still bring you to sch baby hmm sunday was chuili's birthday celebration haha kinda pathetic but i guess is cos pple having exams and stuff... actually i wrote a note to abigail to cheer her up but she wasnt dere hiahz... i feel qt bad... like i dun really make an effort to mix with them... like... esther is rite... super cliquish... hmm... ahh!! i dun wanna lead a cell group with a stranger! crap... my pastor hong says can... haihz!! i dunno lah... hopefully God will show me a way... not hopefully... He will! haha... like qt wad lah... looking for a mentee... but sometimes i wonder hu would want a mentor like me hmm... i guess its all in His time... but i think this dtc book is really qt interesting... like very practical i guess... and is new stuff not like the others... tho book 2 was not bad oso haha im just glad tt mummy is not teaching me man... ill die haha... oops... i hate my throat!! when sch starts ill be totally bogged down man... to talk or not to talk... haha... i shouldnt... but i will!! haha... oh was great going out with rubin, za and mother... all FOUR of us haha... tt waitress was really too much k!! just made an honest mistake lor dunno wads wrong with her haha... but anyway was great seeing them again,... wished tt jac and vana could have gone!! we took some funky neoprints too!! haha... super funny lah!! and we converted mother man haha... its fun rite!!! hmm my throat still hurts... im feeling qt happy now... not like last night which was crappy... i hate drinking water slowly ok... like have to totally sip it cos if i drink more than 1 ml at a go it will hurt like mad... how nice rite... my two fav things to do... drink and talk and i cant do it!! sighz!! oh wells... this post is crappy!! but im happy!! haha.. oh looks a rhyme :p oh this is stupid... and i cant sleep cos i slept too much today haha....
~cant wait to see you again~